i have been said to be great, but i rather seem to be just not good enough.Who am i?
A hollow man, but not a shallow one;
A smiley-masked, but not a hypocrite;
i am the genuine person i am.
How am i?
Vulnerable, but not fragile;
Devastated, but not defeated;
i am great, but just not good enough…
A body without soul?
Well, there is a huge void inside, and it can never be again filled by anything else, other than what it was; that is for sure.
Lost?
A little, maybe. Ruthless huge waves just hit me furiously from all directions. It never rains but it pours.
i may have strayed off course, but i will be back on.
Drowning?
No. Struggling, maybe. i am hanging on, and i will not just stay afloat.
One day, i will surf the waves, not being led but going where i want to.
Fire is dying?
Never even dims, not a bit. But shame, it just does not seem to provide enough warmth anymore.
Love,
i did, have been, still do, will always be too;
But,
am i still loved, and will i be, anymore?
i am not good enough, but not going to be so anymore!
